anorexy0

terribel day so far and its only 12:16

2008-03-16T16:22:05Z

everything is just not going good today,at all.
first my eye is very swolen and i have no clue why.
then i had bread,ice cream a cup of capt n crunch and then a pack of dry oatmeal...

and i dont know why
i wasnt even thinking
and i tried so hrad to purge but my throat is cut and bleeding really bad,so that only thing that came out was the freaking ice cream,which i geuss is good in a way. considering its like 5000 calories a spoonful

well people lets talk..i go back to NC to visit from rehab and i have to look good,i havent seen these people in about 4 months nearly.any advice of how to loose the most weight possible by the thursday after next,im sure ill do a couple fast probably monday,tuseday,wensday,and thurday of next week,so all be all good and weak when i arrive at 11 am on thursday.hah

okay well get to know me.
and my name isnt diamond,just a cover up :D

intake

2008-03-16T00:13:43Z

brocolic and baby carrots (50 cal)
a cup of strawberry ice cream (200 cal)

PURGED til my throat bled,ouch.

popcorn 100
oatmeal (120)
veggie burger (100)
and half a yogurt (50 cals)

i have this urge to purge right after i eat anything,but i justify in mind that i only should purge right after eatting or when i binge,and i havent eatten in about an hour,what shoould i do?

hello

2008-03-15T18:40:07Z

hello everyone
Im diamond,15,in rehab,i usually follow up on anorexic terms,but lately ive been binging and purging,and purging,and purging,my highest weight was once 132.nasty,sick,gross,and dissapointed of that. I now weigh about 115,and i need to lose 5lbs by next sunday,which is one week,so how does this work around here,im new.

thanks for listening.